Catching up with time

It's been a while  long, long time.

The last post I had in this blog (named before as Accounting Dream: The life of a CPA in process) was dated December 2010. Almost two long years have past. My life, I guess, also drastically changed. I am now a Certified Public Accountant (working in vain...lol). 

I passed that freaking exam last October 2011. That time I would say is one of the most glorious moments of my life. But let's not dwell into that. I'm getting sick of it already and its repercussions except for the perks (naman!).

Hmmmm. Waddup now? What will I write about? Or maybe, who will I write about?

Boy Emotero. That's what I am calling myself now. A CPA lost in the process or should I say,  in the process of being lost.

With all the bitterness and the harshness that life has to offer, I'm happy to embrace all those negativities and shun the bleak and fleeting positive mind I had before. Maybe, in time, I will be able to recover from this status quo. But for now, stress, pressure, and expectations are my dear friends drowning in the abyss of darkness. Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh.

Will post the next time, if I will have the time. :)

ROUND 1.

Hindi naman sya boxing. Andun lang ring ng bell na maririnig mo tuwing umaga at breaks.

ROUND 1. Una pa lamang pero madugo na. Buti na lang tinatamaan pa naman ng swerte, swerte na napasa ko lahat ng 4 n naunang quizzes.

Sana sa pagpapatuloy nito'y patuloy pa ring maging maganda ang scores ko. At Sana'y hindi ako pati mga classmate maknockout sa ROUND na to.

-the ACCOUTING DREAM-

A Vacation? Not so!

finals are over. yes, finally over.
yes, the sem is over but vacation?
not so.
i still have many things to do. a tribute to attend and help be organized.
a graduation to see (i'm still 2 years far from my own).
an accountancy 2nd qualifying exam to prepare for.
summer classes to enroll.

huh. it seems that i will never experience to true essence of this summer vacation.
i need to erase such notion. huhu!!

i will moving to 3rd year next year.
somehow, i'm happy.
but the fear of failing is just an arms length.
i really hope to pass the qualifying exam
and aim to get grades not lower than 84 in my majors.

i need to survive this feat.
really need to.
my future depends in it.

May God bless and help me.
I need to dream, believe and survive!..

DEADLY SATURDAY!!!

parang ayoko nang dumating pa ang darating na Saturday. what a day. such a doomsday. it's the final day. magkakaalaman na.

APAT ang exam ko! from 9:00 to 6:00pm may lunch break lng. lahat cla majors. lahat pa comprehensive at departmental. haay. di pa ako nag-aaral. gud luck n lng sakin. i have the time to post ths blog pero madami pa ako dpat gawin. i have to study. i also have to prepare for the tribute for our seniors! crap!

panu ko ba cla pagsasabay-sabayin? God bless me..

It's been a while...

It's been a while since I came to log-in here at multiply...
it's been a while since I posted something here...
It's been a while since I came to visit my friends' sites...
It's been a while since I wrote here my day-to-day experiences...

It seems like I have been busy all the time...
from the midterm exams we have had last week...
wherein so far I got good results except for our oration in ORAL COMM...
One friend of mine told me that i was just that very bitter about the result...
I should have been happy for compared to my classmates i got a better grade...
Enough with that... as my Philosophy would say 'move on'..
We can move on but can't forget.. past will always be a part, a memory of the present, the here-and-now and an assured presence in the future...
THAT's PAGPAPAKAYAON... being able to live a meaningful life...

Also, I have been pested out by the research we are doing, aside from the fact that it is group work and I am the only one working on it, my teacher have already rejected it THREE times just leaving comments on the first pages without going through with the pages...
It seems that we don't get want she want us to do...
I should have to ready myself with my first INCOMPLETE grade in this subject...
because if we can't produce a "scholarly' research, as she kept on telling us, we won't be able to take the finals...such a crap...haay..

College life is really AWFUL... makes you have wrinkles and pimples on your soft face.. grrh..
It's getting tougher and tougher as days pass by...
It makes me ask myself 'Do I really have to study?"
In this world where getting a degree is not a guarantee that you will land a good job?
In this world where workers become products themselves that should also be marketed to be employed? haay...
Capitalism and money are such a crap...( i can now be tagged as leftist!;)
but we don't have the power to change the world...
as even Obama, the most powerful person in the world, don't have...

Such a world!

a bad start and end...

Nov. 30 - I ended the month not being able to go home for our town fiesta because we had our first monthly recollection. Maybe fate just don't want me to. It's already a month since my last home visit. Haay. Seems like I don't miss home. The Saturday night 'til Sunday noon we had a silent recollection. It was fruitful. We had a great sharing with other dormers of the university. It was time for us to take a deep breath and look back to our lives - how was it. Love. It was the theme. God loved us first. WE should love our neighbors as we love ourselves. But I realized that I don't love God because i don't love my neighbors. I have foes and hate them. Anyone who says he loves God but does not love his neighbors is a great LIAR!

Dec. 1 - I woke up late. I haven't attended mass. My first absence for the month. Haay. It was a day where i had nothing to do that's productive. Just spend my whole morning washing my clothes. And slept for the rest of the day. I did not meet my classmates for us to make a parol for the lantern. HOPE WE'LL WIN so that we'll be EXEMPTED for the midterms. But it seems remote. HUh. Start of the Chirstmas month and a matter of 24 days before The Day. But. I did not even notice it.

It was really a bad and boring end. A not-so-good start!.

Prelims is on Wednesday and i haven't flip a single note! Hell of me. I guess this semester will be horrible for me...

Reproductive Health Bill - views and issues

The Bill is authored by Edcel Lagman. One of the biases about it is that it is legalizing abortion. If you will read the bill wholly, you won't see any provisions about it being pro-abortion. In fact, it reiterates that abortion is against the law.

We had this discussion last night and it turned out that 10 out of 12 provisions or main issues in the bill were good like promotion of breastfeeding, maternal care, prevention of STDs and infertility, etc. The only 2 mainstream issues where we had this separate views is that of the RIGHT TO INFORMATION AND ACCESS OF NATURAL AND ARTIFICIAL CONTRACETIVE METHODS. and that of EDUCATION OF THE YOUTH ABOUT SEX.

The Church is saying that using contraceptive especially the artificial ones is immoral because it just "demonizes" the very purpose of the sexual act which is procreation and mutual self-giving between the married couples. ut one of us said that natural and artificial methods has the SAME PURPOSE that is AVOIDING PREGNANCY so basically both desecrate or violate the purpose of that act. So the question is, what the difference the two of them? Also, the bill is not foregoing the natural methods. It just offers an alternative if the natural ont work so use the artificial.

Another is about educating the youth from grade 5 to high school. The contention is it will just lead to the curiosity of the youth about it and so explore! But what will we choose AWARENESS or IGNORANCE?

The bill has many involved issues that you cannot say absolutely YES or NO.